Ukiran Di Biara

Selamat menghayati...
Cuba fahami...

Kubina prosa dari aksara berbunga

Tidak dapat jua menukil sangsi jiwa

Kulorek rona atas kanvas sutera

Belum dapat jua melukis ilusi cinta

Kulaung gema atas puncak saujana

Terhalang jua dari melafazkan rasa

Hidup mati, hidup mati ku tetap bernyawa

Atas cinta atas kasih jujur sifatnya

Madu racun, madu racun tetap manis terasa

Atas rindu atas getar yang ajaib perinya

Kucupmu dalam gelita bayang

Dakapmu dalam sekejap hilang

Renunganmu melempar tubuh melayang

Bisikmu dalam hatiku bergoncang

Jalanku jauh, layarku tidak seteguh

Kembaraku panjang, tenagaku tidak sekencang

Cintaku dalam, jiwaku tidak serencam

Hidupku tenang, hatiku tidak seimbang

Andai aksara berbunga tidak kau terima

Kanvas sutera tidak kau minta

Laung gema tidak kau percaya

Aku pasrah atas cinta ku yang terus bernyawa

Ku bina mahligai dipinggir hatiku

Dengan namamu terukir dibiara

Syukur

Dengan hamparan kasih yang kau bentangkan

Dengan sayang yang kau bekalkan

Dengan rindu yang kau balutkan

Aku syukur kita dipertemukan

Cuba

Mencuba tuk melawan keadaan,

Sesekali teriak-teriak ombak,

dengan sesekali mengepak-ngepak

Aku cuba tuk terus bertahan 

dalan perjuangan sebuah kehidupan.

Berdiam dan mengiyakan,

Sesekali gugur tak tertahankan.

On Your Special Day

On your special day
I'd like to give the best of gift,
May today be among the best memories,
For such day is the hardest to miss.

On your special day
Let me be the one you trust,
to brush off all your hideous distress,
Redress them with love forever last.

On your special day
Let me bestow you with a wish,
With a bucket full of love, hugs and a kiss,
May you forever feel every day
that come is a bliss.

She's all pine, I'm apple orchard

Spill the puzzles, she gathers them all,
Piles of troubles, she'll lead you through.

She's all pine, I'm apple orchard,
Yet she's so kind, I'm below her level.

When i'm broken, She'll lift me up till i stand tall,
Even when we're apart, i see her in my heart,

In doubt I be, she'll leave them bitten before flying away,
She knows the strangest things, yet no judgment withdrawn.

Too glad for one thing, that i learned more than anything,
Wise and blunt, strong and warm.

She's the best company, mom, wife and friend,
She's my sister, my half, a village full of everything.

Thank you Allah for sending me such sister.

Love you Kak N :)
Ngeeee

Katamu

Cinta, katamu, berdua dan luka tiada terpisah.

Lalu kenapa harus perlu kembali ke jalan yang sama.

Cinta, katamu, rindu datang tanpa diduga, 

Kenapa saja tidak dilerai dari simpul keegoannya.

Certain

Who would guarantee everything held is forever certain?
To the one i trust i gave my life.
Lock it up make it forever hidden,
Throw the key, erase the route map;

Call the knight to guard it right,
Bind the spell so none could steal
everything u and i firmly held.

Want it be certain
Want it be only for us.

Indeed it's greed
if that's how you judge.

Who's the girl

Who's the girl in the white tee?

The one sitting under the tree.

Who's the girl in the white tee?

She looks like waiting for somebody,

She looks so pale and creepy,

with her long black hair, brushed nicely.

I see her big round eyes, staring back at me,

Attracts me, makes me wonder,

disappeared once I reached her.

Who's the girl in the white tee,

is no longer a question.
Now that i've found out, 

she's just a blast from the past.

I know her, I know her so well

Waiting for somebody to take away her misery,

How that I know about her story

She was me.

Was me.

(p/s: this one made in 2008 i think. when i was still in Uni)
Source: my book 

Yesterday's guest

Yesterday's Guest

She was here with me, every single day,
Walked beside me even i shoohed her away.
In prayer she left, kept her distance a stone.
Shamelessly she came back, her pleasure to be near and stayed.

"Think of the dark days, i forever would stay" she said.
She was glad the sky was heavy, she was glad the rain was pouring again.
Forced me to smile, in awry way.
She thought she was right, i thought the otherwise.

The beauties she truly sees, in sorrow and envy,
Before the coming light, before the better days,
She talked, i dumbfounded to list.
Till the day i learned to know,
It was vain to let her stay, or to tell her so.
So I let her go, she walked away she said "i'll be near if u let me to".